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I always wondered about the expression, "When u love something set it free", I didn't realize the meaning until after Eli(my first love), until after I'd been hurt for three years, dragged behind like an ill equipped dog on a dirty leash, not till after I'd watched him kiss other girls, unknowingly breaking my heart, did I realize that that saying was one of the most important ones I'd ever hear. I loved Eli, more in three years than most people can love someone in a lifetime, but he could not and would not return the affection, so I finally let go. Despite the iron hard grip I'd had for so many years I finally loosened, I let the strings s

I got the idea for thie journal entry from a friend. :D I've endured much in my short seventeen years I've cried in longing on grandparents day, I've strewn flowers on the grave of my suicidal friend, gone back the same year to put more flowers on another friends grave; both teenagers, I've woken up and discovered my sister missing and dealt with her disappearance since then, I've attempted suicide and dealt with the consequences I've battled with prejudice, adversity and peer pressure; But nothing seems to compare with heartache. With knowing someone loves you and is too cowardly to admit it that seems to have taken the largest toll on me&#

My name is Lauren-Alice. Im not much if just an invisible junior, two weeks from being a senior of an ordinary, boring and ill-funded high school, in a town I'm sure you've never heard of. One day I will have my name in print, not today nor tomorrow but someday, and on that day all the people who despise me, all those horrible, ugly beings who scoffed my name, laughed at my exspense, stabbed me in the back and spat in my face, all of those people will be silence becuase I will on that day have proven them wrong. I fell in love once, and it wont happen ever again. I was raised never to give up, but I had never come across love b